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11/12/2009 Is it too much ?As of now, i've been staying up late to do all sort of nonsense that i used to like to do. More like, i'm just keeping myself occupied in order to not think of something. Since, it's rare for me to do the things i like or want, i shall note down just incase i forgot, at least when i read back...i could remember how awesome i am !
HTML : I still remember the first website i code using HTML was during geocities time when we were playing some online game. Planetarium i think. That's when i first created our "Group" or "Guild" website. And from there on, i pick up website design as my hobby, and started to code HTML. I stop creating website when i was out from college. That was like, 3 or 4 years ago. I think, it's time for me to pick it up again.
CSS & PHP & SQL : Upon knowing how technology involve now, i aint gonna get left behind again. All these language doesn't seems as alien to me as C++, C and perl were my friends last time~ luckily for me, i do not hate these programming language, i give myself 2 weeks maximum to master the basic of relation of HTML CSS PHP and mySQL.
Adobe Illustrator : I used to dislike illustrator, more like...i never actually thought of using it for anything at all..but now, i think it's time for me to put aside what i hate, and start to pick this skill up. I think, this would take awhile to learn since i'm not that interested, yet. =/
Without knowing where i'll head, at the same time i was planning 2 proposal of setting up a Med till Big size of studio photographing company. As awesome as it sounds, putting up together the figures aint something easy. I still remember i had to scrapped my previous event company proposal just because the figures ain't promising. I give myself, another week time on this.
With all these planning and learning, i shall labeled myself as the most awesomeness Zombie in the whole universe if it's a 150% success rate by end of this month. 10/28/2009 I am better that you, enough said.After writing a few paragraph long of angrish here, i decided to shoot them straight, IF....i saw another nonsense reply again on something that i would rather dig my eye out than looking at it. 10/10/2009 Weird people..And just when i think it's already at it's worst..
It has went far more than that.. 10/4/2009 oh shit ?If it was me a week ago with what happened now, i would say "Shut the Fuck up and don't throw all these nonsense bullshit to me, do i look like an idiot to you ?" Upon realizing it's totally waste of my own time, breath and brain juice, i decided just to Nod, and kthxbye.
One thing i learnt about people is that, usually....wait, most of them knows how to complaint more than they could appreciate...even when they appreciate, they never do it in a correct way, like..saying Thank You properly as they meant it.
Well, i wouldn't wanna continue mention about this since, it would become complaints. So, i'll just skip~ wiped, and tada..gone..
Seriously, what's the point anyway writing something that would make people worry, instead of making them realize without some 'follow-ups'. As of now, i decided, to not write things that simple anymore. 9/26/2009 DividedOi ! You never call me geh ?
Never ajak !
You no heart la, always never find me...
I not sure woh, not i organize one..
I got sms you ma, never get meh ?
Never invite me =((((((
Above is few of the most iresponsible answer that i could get, all time! There's quite often that 'friends' usually will complaint that they've never been invited, they never remembered, and always tends to say things without using their brains. BUT, they never, ever once that on their own on whether are they even the same, or even worst at times..
Dear readers and people out there, before you complaint about your friends not inviting you, please remember to ask yourself :
1. Do you even take the initiative and remembers them when you're going somewhere as well ?
2. Do you even know and appreciate when they never complaint about you never asking them out after it ends ?
3. and you don't even know about it ?
4. To reminds self that not to push the responsibility to others
5. Act childishly and thinks that you were correct all the while
The list could go so long that i don't even bother to mention about i, since...people would forget anyway.
For all the so called "friends" out there, if you think you're always being left out or abandoned..i always wondered, how many times you have given all kinds of shits reasons when you wanna reject a invitation to somewhere, don't want to go then just say so please, why the h3ll you people wanna give all kinds of bullshits and nonsense reason when you don't feel like joining ? in the end you people go somewhere without asking back anyway, so what's the point of complaining in the beginning, when you don't even know that you're being an arsehole behind that mask of urs, unconciously.
And additionally, a pointer..please knock yourself awake before you think you're one of the most saddness shit on earth. I know there are people whom treat every each of the friends with hearts and try not to let them felt left out, BUT those so called "friends" has such a retarded brain where they could never realize that, and they never appreciate what those so called true friends has done to them. Open your eyes please suckers..it really pisses me off when you complaint without some correct pointers.... 9/24/2009 You can't even be truth to yourself..It's easy to know what you people are thinking
It's not hard to know your intention.. For people out there whois wearing a mask when talking to someone, please...don't act ridiculously stupid right infront. If no one ever mention about it, doesn't mean they do not know
And if you were to talk at someone's back
don't act like you're so caring when you're infront of them
This, really pisses me off and feel like throwing a ton's of stone right at you that hopefully killing you instantly with one blow. 9/15/2009 I wont, let this slipIf i have to take into consideration of everyone's feeling and opinion while deciding on something.
Who would ever take the initiative to take MINE's feeling into consideration on something ?
I am changing my direction of living right now..
Back to where i belong
Back to, how i should be...
If you people want to continue think whatever you guys want, i hope..you guys are ready for it.. 9/9/2009 Was it ?Today is da day to remember, cause it's one of the lifetime chance to be able to see 090909..Awwww, so sweet.. BULLSHIT la, i still don't understand why people wanna remember these days in particular..a day to remember ? to celebrate with your love one ? How about suck my toe for the day since it's so special and you'll only get to do it once in a lifetime. Everyday is unique, everday is a day worth to remember, enough said, and enough of all these bullshits on special days, cause everyday will never comes again suckers. 9/8/2009 It's starting to get on my nerve...For those who is in relationship and keep giving a hard time for their partner regardless of their feelings. Let me tell you one thing, even tho i have never mentioned it before, don't ever think that other people would just kept quiet forever.
Doesn't matter how long you're with someone, and how long she/she loves you, it doesn't mean you can take advantage, while do and say whatever you wanna do just for your own sake. How sellfish can you be in a relationship ? Please don't force me to voice out whatever i had about you people, cause i won't go easy on you if i do. Especially if it kept continue hurting my friends like that, i'll make sure you pay a few times more pain that you have inflicted on them. You have my words. And so, pelase dont...force me to get involve..it's been too long i have kept quiet about this, and any of you trying to ruin the emotion and the future of my dearest..i'll make sure you regret that for life. I am officially pissed... 8/10/2009 flirting ?Lately this word has been floating around in lotsa conversation among my friends. In actual fact, i don't get what flirt really means...was it trying to get attention ? or just simply fooling around. I'm not sure, as always...it's always base on intention.
What piss me off is, if you're the one whois creating such a commotion, i don't think people like this are ever have the rights to say the same thing to others. If you're a awesomess flirter yourself, how can you even know or judge others who do flirt ? It's like a dark kettle calling other kettle dark -_-" I'll leave it for now, but still...i don't like the fact that people are creating unecessary discussion over something which is easily being said than to forget. People like this never, ever ever think of what comes after that, how much it would change in the future on their action. And also, it's safe to say that..people like this never care of other's people feeling rather than their own. I'm not that pissed yet, but...please don't make pissed off that much.. 3/29/2009 and again, please stop talking nonsense...after having much conversation, much arguement, knock in heads and debating over some issue. I still realize, there are people still :
- Reluctant to understand the meaning of ( OK ) this simple word
- Just like a kettle calling another kettle black, if you're always not on time, it doesn't mean YOU SHOULD ASSUME other people will be late as well.
- A simple truth, is better than 10 lies. It's much more annoying when people know that you're telling lies, it's easy to tell when they talk and look into your eyes. The eye will never lies, trust me.
- Keeping everything to yourself, is not a friend does.
- And again, please learn how to stop talking. It annoy people alot when people gave a SO DAMN OBVIOUS respond (or no respond at all) when you kept talking and asking nonsense.
- Lastly, if you don't understand the reason out of something of what other people just/had done/do, it doesn't give you the rights to DOUBT THEM about it. And even if you understand COMPLETELY, it doesn't give you the right to act all Smartly.
and a little bit of pointer for people like these :
- BE understanding and not to be sellfish. Simple, isn't it. 3/15/2009 vengeance behavioral reactivatedIs awake, while personality behaviour suppressor has asleep. As of now my psychology and physiology gone haywire, and i won't know what will i do or say. This is a warning to anyone who tries to annoy me. You, really don't want to mess with me when i'm like this.
S e r i o u s l y. 3/4/2009 :: Notes ::For those whois been following my MSN Spaces, thank you for reading.
Kindly be informed that whatever i wrote is not meant to be taken seriously on my real life or whats-so-ever. Generally i'm just stating out my opinion on the things that i was mad/annoyed at that current time only. There's no way i'll hate or dislike something for more than a minute after the events ends. For example, if a person piss me off for hitting me on my face, i'll got mad awhile, and wanted to fight back. Probably i'll forget about it even before i hit him back. Fast isn't it. In short, whatever i wrote here, is for my own entertaintment purpose only, i found that reading back what i was annoyed about, is funny, rather...it's very useful to learn to how to control own's anger. Probably, it might help some other people as well. In short, chill peopleZ =P suck my thumbyou hungry, you eat
you thirsty, you drink
you bored, you look for things to do
you sleepie, you sleep
you tired, you rest
and when you feel like doing something, you just do.
This, is people....they do things when they felt like it, and...they don't do it, when they can't find any reason to do it.
Here, right infront of this computer of mine, i was dissapointed, annoyed, and kinda fouled up with some people around me lately. There's a limit on how jerky you are, but these people...their skin is so thick that even a tank would crushed if it ram directly at them.
You know i'm reffering to you if you :- (let's just put this situation between you and me since my english is not good in generalizing, not reffering to anyone here)
1. Find me when you're in deep shit, and dump be with the shit when you're out of it.
2. Replying me when you felt like it, pretend never heard for me when you don't need to.
3. Taking advantage of me without knowing how to say THANK YOU.
4. Expect people to lend you a ear, but you're like so bored and find other topic when you're needed to be an ear.
5. Trying to impress so much infront of ladies/gents that you like, which i actual act you're totally sucked up and i think it's bullshits.
6. Creating stories which is utterly non-related to the current topic while there's guest around.
7. "trying" and "attempting" to put the blame on me.
8. and try to make yourself innocent by pretending you're at fault, so that you impress the guests by admiting something obviously not related to you, like :: "It's ok, it's my fault", suck my thumb please
9. being too secretive when it's so obvious
10. Best of all, TRYING TO BE SMART !
Here's a few pointers to be a better person in my opinion :
1. Pay ATTENTION when people is talking/asking/expecting an answer
2. AND AGAIN, ATTENTION PLEASE
3. WHEN PPL ASK YOU A QUESTION
4. Use your freaking brain when answering questions, learn how to differentiate when to joke, and when to talk seriously
5. I know your brain is as new like you never use it before. SO freaking start using it now before you ended up don't know how to use it.
6. Stop talking bullshit please, put more sense into the thing you say
7. It's fine if ppl paying attention when you're talking nonsense, but it's annoying when you kept talking when it's ppl show u an obvious ANNOYED FACE.
8. And again, don't try to act smart please, if you wanna act, go sign up to be an actor/actress
9. above of all, don't be such a sellfish assholes.
END. 2/28/2009 yes or no ?it's been awhile since i've made such a hard decision on either deciding yes, or no.
The whole day is a freaking huge mistake, it's been awhile since i lost track of time and timed properly for all events. And now, i think i'll just stuck myself at home and NO to everything before i causes more trouble and miscalculation. I'll decide to stay at home, As much as i want to go out. Probably, today is just now my day. Great, isn't it 2/25/2009 decide, please ?it's always start with a conversation on how long we never meet each other, when they start to complaint that i never find/call/sms/msn or insert whatever reason that you can think of here, all these while
Fine. I'll take it as my fault, and as usual, i'll just tell them can just let me know when you're free, then we could just hang out and makan or something just to catch up.
me : tonight dinner then
them : cannot orh, not free
me : tomorrow lunch, or dinner then
them : hmm, tomorrow bz with work
FINE, then i think of myself, since its that the case, probably the higher succession rate of going out, is for you to find me instead
me : why not you let me know when you're free, it's easier
them : hmm, ___ (insert date here)
me : ok !
them : who going ?
me thinks "DUH, how many people u want me to confirm with you in a few second time"
But you guys can sucks to the max and give me lot's and tons of bullshit reason for not being able to make it on that day when i already allocate time for you, best of all, MOST of you never think of make up and organize another day to replace the day you people couldn't make it. Can't you ppl just make an effort once u already promise or commited to something ? You think i so free ? You think my time just for you all ? You people think i got nothing to do ? If you wanna cancel on me, at least cancel EARLIER SUCKERS, not an hour or 2 before, or at it's WORST, when I HAVE TO ASK U ABOUT IT, and not YOU TELLING ME ABOUT IT ! Damn pathetic you people, if you 'don't feel like' going out just say so la, don't freaking waste my time to think of time and place to go and in the end you can't make it and tell me this, that this and that, don't tell me sorry cause i really hate this kind of people who can't just make up their decision. Freaking waste of time. And so, a pointer for people like these :
- use your freaking brain and think if you really wanna commit for a date or outting
- think again
- then if you promise someone on a date and time, make sure you REMEMBER IT ! It's important, cause it pisses me off when i tell u the date and time so many time and in the end you ask me again. What do you guys learn during at work anyway.
- if you don't intend to listen properly on what people are answering, Don't FRIGGIN ASK IN THE FIRST PLACE ASSHOLES !
- and lastly, DECIDE what you wanna do, don't be a jerk and give lots of nonsense and ended up can't even decide in the end. JUST get to the point and answer, will that take your life if you do so ?
Thank you. 2/19/2009 dota is for dotarDsAround all the cybercafe, we could see 80% of the PC is being utilize for playing dota. I can understand that if you're playing for a competition, or you get paid to play everyday, then it's fine. IF you're not and just wanna dotards all day long, get a life people ~
Most people nowadays who have this daily routine of eat, sleep, dota, eat sleep dota, eat, no sleep, even more dota. Doing the same routine day after day, playing the game round after round, leveling from lvl 1 till X (Insert Number) this and that crappy item bla bla bla etc etc, you guys are even worst than a begger besides the street. And guess what, i would round those people up and considered them as "LoweR-EduCateD" people, since they only speak dotards language.
Things that we know about these dotards is that they :-
-speak the worst engrish
-love abbreviations
-can't type properly
-got no sense. In short, they are nonsense
-act like barbarians
-click 193812937123 millions time just to move a step forwards
-best word is "lag, mcb, cb, knn,pp and noob"
-can't define "professionals"
-remember all sort of alphabets hotkey
-think they knew everything about networking
-can give all sort of reasons when they lose.
-think they're smart when they're making themself look stupid.
If you're offense with my post, just admit it. You're just another dotards where dota is only part of your life, and your life is a tards. Get a life and get out please. And if you guys still considered so called civilized people, get a grip and wake up from this dotards world
Dota is not a serious business, it's just for leisure. End of story |
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